and yea, cant stop crying. HAHA. I remember those days, were just happy, those days that we cant stop smiling and now it ends here. Goodbye tumblr. See you soon, thank you for the memories. I’ll be back soon. :’)
</3 10 months. :’)
"What and if — two seemingly non-threatening words as words can be. But put them together, side by side, and they will have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life."
Take time to read this article from 3years go about…
The One That Got Away
Source: The Manila Times
By: Mark J. Macapagal
In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with…and the one that got away.
Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way, I suppose.
I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.
How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.
Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will.
So that day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you’re single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn’t matter. All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.
You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, “What if they were here today?” You’ll wonder, “What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?” That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest “What if?” you’ll have in your life.
If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that you’re already with the one you’re with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a “might have been,” but it happens.
Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing.
But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not yet too late? Simple…find him, find her. Because the very existence of a “one that got away” means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one?
Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be “the one that got away” as well for the person who is your “the one that got away.”
You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it’ll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I’m thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, “Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away.”
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Hays. Gusto ko na makaramdam ng sobrang pagod. Yung wala ng pake sa kanya, ung hindi ko sya naiisip minuminuto oras oras. Hays. Kaso hindi eh. Ang hirap hirap T_T gusto ko pa ituloy ung relationship namin. Kaso sa tingin ko un talaga ang best way. Ang umalis ako, tapusin na yung relationship namin. Kasi alam ko hindi sya magiging fair kay mary pag naging sila at nag aantay ung tao sa kanya. Alam ko sya din. Kailangan ko tiisin kasi para sa kanya to. Kung pwede lang sirain ung cp ko ulit para di na ko parang tanga ng papatay patay ng cp para lang di nya ko makontak at di ko mabasa text nya kaso di ko matiis urrggg. Sa tingin tama talaga to, ang sakit sakit talaga pag magkasama kami magkatext sila, alam nyo un, hindi nya magawang paramdam sakin na ako lang, kasi nga hindi lang ako, dalawa kaming mahal nya, unfair sakin, unfair sa kanya at niloloko na nya sarili nya. Mas mabuting ako na ung lumayo at ung atensyon nya hindi na hati. Pinakamasakit na ata ung makita mo ung mahal mo na masayang masaya na kikita ung mahal nya din, ewan naiiyak nanaman ako. Ang sakit sakit talaga durog na durog kaya sana maging manhid na ko.
Kailangan ko din mag take risk kasi alam ko din naman mangyayari to. Kaya wala dapat ako pagsisihan, gusto ko din naman to. Alam ko magiging masaya din sya, kung masaya talaga sya sakin di na nya sana babalikan ex nya mamahalin pa ulit, i mean ung mahal na pagiging mag bestfriend okay lang naman un sakin pero ung malalim na iba na po. T_T Masyado ng masakit. </3 Pagod nadin ako ipaglaban ung relationship namin, ung ako lang lumalaban, lumalaban naman sya pero ganun padin napaparamdam nya na dalawa kami. hays sana sya naman ung lumaban na totoo, ung iparamdam nya sakin na ako lang kasi hindi kami masaya talagang talaga kasi nga dalawa kami lagi kami nag aaway kasi nag seselos ako, sumasama loob ko pag nararamdaman ko un, Tama na to, siguro isang araw manhid na ko. Siguro titigan ko lang paulit ulit ung picture nila at ung video magiging manhid na ko siguro.
Gusto ko sya papiliin ko ako ba o sya? Kaso takot ako, bsta takot ako kasi alam ko hirap sya at di nya alam. Kaya eto na tinapos ko na. Alam ko makakayanan nya rin ung sakit buti nga may hihilom agad sa kanya, ako eto hahaha balik sa dati, Buti pa sya nandyan na agad ung mahal nya. Ako, forever alone haha sarili ko nlng mamahalin ko. Tama, alam ko darating din ung araw sa tamang panahon mararamdaman ko ulit un. Sana ingatan nalang nya lagi sarili nya, mahal na mahal na mahal ko talaga sya kaso di ko na din alam kung anu na ba talaga ako sa knya, Sana di na sya saktan ni mary.. pinapaubaya ko na sya kay mary. Alam ko meant to be talaga sila.
Mahal na mahal kita ny.